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Friday, September 19, 2008

Spanish-Language Music



So we air LATV on one of the stations here at "television station".

I SO LOVE THIS SONG!!!




I know, I only can pick out words at a time, but I just like the song.

Go Figure.

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Friday, September 12, 2008

Everything New Sounds Old and That is OK



If you are AC/DC

Also Metallica. Actually, this is the best Metallica I have heard in years.


Happy Rockin!

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

Spooky Locations, Louisville KY edition



I enjoy visiting historical/spooky/weird locations around town. Since it is getting close to Halloween, I would like to arrange some field trips.

1)Waverly Hills Sanatorium: They don't allow you to go poking around up there anymore (24 security guards and big fences). However, you can arrange a tour, the cheapest being 1/2 an hour for 20 bucks. Although, the 4 hour stay for 50 would be a blast

2)Witches Castle: This is where the infamouse tourture/killing of Shanda Sherer took place. We were supposed to go last night, but everyone got lazy and didn't want to hike in the dark.

3)The Goat Man/Railroad Bridge: Meh, Pope Lick Road would be fun to go out to. Its kind of out in the country and would be a fun drive. I could also scout for "great tracts of laaaaand".

4)Dead Man's Curve: I think this is somewhere out in Fairdale, and I don't know Fairdale.

I guess its time to relive high school

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Monday, September 01, 2008

How to be a Successful Failure



Is there a way to let go of a dream or a desire and not have it come back on haunt you every couple of days?

The law school bug has bitten me again. My scores aren't very good (third-tier school at best) and most bits of advice that I'm getting/have read are kind of like "Are you sure that being a lawyer is for you?".

I don't know what else I can do. Yes, the paralegal thing could work, but I won't make the money that I want. I can't do math, so accounting is out. So is engineering, science, chemistry and being a giant squid investigator (shut up).

I can't do sales. I'm not "attractive" enough to get people to want to buy from me and trust me. Plus, I'm too bitter and angry to exude the kind of trust that most people desire from someone in sales.

Broadcasting/Media=No money to support the lifestyle I want. Plus it breaks my heart everyday just a little to go to work.

I won't teach. I just won't. If I teach, mom wins. She can't win.

There has got to be a way to do this. Either do better on the scores or learn to live with it. I just don't think there is going to be a way for me to get over this. I want my kids to have all the advantages that I did. When they can't go on a trip or we can't afford that school or sorry no money for vacation this year, I've got to be able not to fall apart. Mommy failed you. Mommy fails you everyday because she doesn't make enough money. She had every advantage and she blew it.

Which also make me think I shouldn't have kids, which is another dream of my to accomplish someday. Yet again, if it doesn't happen, how can I not fall apart?

But yet, I'm very blessed and lucky because of my advantage. I feel guilty for even feeling sad, which compounds everything.

I've really got to stop thinking about this. It makes my stomach hurt.

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